late post of my birthday.. ;D

yeahh, i know it's kinda so late to post about 'my birthday' here..

but, no problem.. may -my b'day month- hasn't ended now.. haha. :D

about, my birthday yeahh you know it's kinda hard for me to realize that now i'm already being 20 years old..

OMG! can you imagine that..? not a teenager anymore..? wtf!?

i wish that i still 19years old girl and always be 19 years old, if i can.. :P

but, how come..? hmm, so i'll try and i am now trying and i have to be more grow up because from now on i must be a woman, not a girl! it's reality!

anyway, just wanna share a little happiness here..

my 20th' birthday, maybe not a blast one.. but, i still and must feel happy right..? :D

on 3rd May, actually at night i was told to get ready by hendy, he said that he wanted to celebrate my birthday together like two years ago.

i thought, maybe he just wanted to take me away to karaoke-ing (happy hour) or just bring a birthday cake and let me to blow it out.. :P

so, i dressed up (casual style, with shirt and shorts) but somehow at 11.30pm he suddenly said he wanted to go to pick up something, i thought it was the birthday cake..

so, i just waited and waited until 00.01am and it was my birthday time!

and usually the first person to say "Happy Birthday" is him.

but, for this time it's not! :(

exactly it was my good friend in the hostel, nat2 and then some guy friends..

while i was a little bit disappointed that he wasn't a first person who gave me a 'birthday greetings' and all of sudden the lights off at 00.45am, i was surprised.

and when it turns out, there's someone who knocked on my door..

then finally he came out with my guy friends, Hendra, Benny and Obi, bring a birthday cake and singing "Happy Birthday" song for me..

aww~ so i was so surprised and thankful!! hahaha. :))

HAPPY!! \(^^)/

and then they entered my room, cos it's already late night and we won't be able to make some noise again at the outside or we'll be knocked out by anyone. :X

they let me to made the 'birthday wishes' and i blow the candles, sliced the cake and receive the gift. only him, who gave me gift! you, guy friends just came for the cake right..? hahaha. lol. :DD

and guess what, what's my gift..?

an Ipod Touch 32GB, which covered by the pink soft jacket..

wohoo~ pink is my fave colour and it's never fail to made me happy! ;))

thanks hun2, for the surprise, gift, care and love that you always give for me..

hug and kisses.. xoxo :-*

so, HAPPY!! \(^^,)/

here are the pics..

you'll know how happy i am that night.. ;D

at least but not least, thanks for everyone in my life.. especially for My 'Father' Jesus Christ, My Family and My Hun2, Hendy!!

Thanks for tons or maybe a bunch or maybe countless and priceless prays, cares and loves for me.. I'll be better and more mature frow now on..

and i'll be a success person that you all can proud of! \(^^)/

changing new layout! ;)

yeayy~ dunno why i never knew what's wrong with the previous layout, the table's never shape aligned.. :'(

i really like and love with the header that i made, so next time i should be able to discover how to combine and integrate the header with the layout that i use now..

and then it'd become a better layout and i would have loved it much!

so, just let's this blog like this now until i know how.. ;)

hmm, there is no special things that happened in my life now..

but, i think this would be something that important for my life and my minor's team..

we already have tested our minor's project by the lecturer and we will know about the result this tuesday when we meet the lecturer and he will give us the notes..

hopefully that we will get the best score A or B for our Minor's Project and then we passed it! hohoho. *big grin* :D

by the way, i've given the money to go to a dermatologist by my mom for check my face' problem but seriously it's hard for me to go to a dermatologist because i didn't have enough time, my new job as a finance consultant was pretty much consuming my time right now..

so, i have to arrange my schedule properly and carefully then i'm not wasting my time.

and ohh yeah.. one of my hobby is shopping! and seriously i have waste my money a lot for leggings -ankle high legging, simple black legging, latex legging, zipper latex legging- and for all of it, it all sucks! why sucks cause of cost that i have to spent but all have a bad quality but the price is quite expensive.. whoahh~ i'm going to find better leggings and won't buy all about bad leggings again! :'(

hmm, and what about what fashion style that i want now..

1. many many simple and unique leggings and stockings with good quality
2. cozy shirt, since my aunt have give it to me before, but because the XL size then i can't wear it so my mom get it for her.. :'(
3. lacey goods : shirt, skirt, jumpsuit, dress
4. flowery pattern : shirt, skirt, jumpsuit, dress
5. animal print : tee shirt, skirt, dress
6. feminine dress
7. cute blazer
8. many cute and feminine and of course comfort to wear high heels/pump shoes
9. gold and vintage accecories : bold rings, many set of gold bangles, flowery and pearl earrings, gold necklace, cute and sweet hairpin
10. vintage and ribbed : tee shirt, dress, skirt, jeans, short
11. many kind, colour and design of shawl
12. fave bag : Chanel - white classic with gold chain, Chanel - Black 'Ligne Cambon' Bucket Handbag, Balenciaga - Turqoise/Blue Medium, and Long Champ - Medium Blue or with Zebra motif

anyone going to give it all to me..? hahaha. :))

i wish i can get all of it this year, at least some items of this list, would it be given or bought their own by myself.. amien. heyhoo~ :P

and finally i'm finish! so, when i got something to share then i'd tell it by blogging just like now..

always wish me luck yaa guys.. bunch a lot of thanks guys.. ;D

..GOD BLESS US ALWAYS (^^)/

Welcome 2010!! \(^^)/

such a long long long time that i never update you my pinky piggy bloggie.. :D

and in a short time i realize that how much that i miss you.. hehe. :DD

quite busy and difficult to have a right time and rest time for me for this half year.. fiuhh~

so been busy because of minor project -something like a mini thesis/essay- which is my school's periority for this semester and because of my restaurant, Kimochi that recently opened..

it's been almost 3 month since i, hendy and aldo opened this japanese restaurant.. hopes Kimochi will be a success and famous restaurant at Binus and at Indonesia.. amen. thanks GOD! ;)

even we have had some issues/problems regarding financial and employee, hopefully everything can be resolved over time.. positive thinking~ hohoho. (^^)/

so many things that happened in my life on 2009, quite TOUGHFULL but i have learned that Life's sometimes HARD and UNIMAGINABLE and sometimes we can't consider it's only the trivial thing that we have face, but sometimes we need to be more serious so you can deal with the problems.. and still never forget to say that, "Thanks GOD! I'm So Grateful! :)"

and honestly, sometimes i'm bored with my life.. i'm bored to survive.. and i want other people's life.. but, sometimes i can be so grateful with my life..

life isn't perfect.. which is for me a perfectionist one, that i wish and dream that i would have a perfect life as i want and i need and i imagine..

and because of i already knew that life can't be like what i've dream and imagine about so i always try to make my life's perfect for me and sometimes it works! (^^,)a

and now, i just wanna share what i think these time..

honestly, sometimes i don't just wanna have just best friends but i also want sisters and realtives which is like a best friend who committed because not only the bond of heart but also the bond of blood..

can i..? i always try to open my heart and my arms to give the warmest hug for all people, but why sometimes they just close their hearts for me..?

i truly and sincerely to them.. do they not see it..? :'(

eventhough, i still believe that someday they would see me and understand also know that i really wanted to be near them and they are near me as a partners, best friends and sisters in this life..

and there's which make me even more busy these days is my new job, as a Finance Consultant in one large company engaged in Margin Trading, Forex and Index..

i hope i can be success in this new job and still be able to survive in this new world, for me..

always and will always feell grateful for this life. and because this is my life, nothing to be ashamed to always try and be so ambitious. so, only from that i can always feel and get a new spirit and enthusiasm inside me.

this is my life experience, and i don't wanna be a loser!

usually people only could see us when we are on top and successful, but when we're at the bottom and have a hard life they usually pretend not to see and be blind for it..

i don't want it!

so i still have to live my own life with positive think, good spirit and enthusiasm on GOD's way..

and because my life is my life, not the lives of others then i knew my family and also the LORD is always beside me..

therefore, i am always proud of myself!

in a conclusion, i still believe, be grateful and pious that GOD remains with me always.

although in the past year i have a lot changes and lessons over my life, but in this new year, 2010 will be the year of victory and i will win as a GOD's Child who continue to be the head not the tail, up not down and become the master rather than a slave..

Thank you LORD, for always been and will never leave me and my family..

Me and with all my family was and always be BLESSED by YOU.. \(^^)/

So, even it was late.. but, i wanna say to all of you..

"HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!"

May All of Us can be a Better Person than in the past year! All The BEST for Us.. \(^^)/

..GOD BLESS US ALWAYS..