late post of my birthday.. ;D

yeahh, i know it's kinda so late to post about 'my birthday' here..

but, no problem.. may -my b'day month- hasn't ended now.. haha. :D

about, my birthday yeahh you know it's kinda hard for me to realize that now i'm already being 20 years old..

OMG! can you imagine that..? not a teenager anymore..? wtf!?

i wish that i still 19years old girl and always be 19 years old, if i can.. :P

but, how come..? hmm, so i'll try and i am now trying and i have to be more grow up because from now on i must be a woman, not a girl! it's reality!

anyway, just wanna share a little happiness here..

my 20th' birthday, maybe not a blast one.. but, i still and must feel happy right..? :D

on 3rd May, actually at night i was told to get ready by hendy, he said that he wanted to celebrate my birthday together like two years ago.

i thought, maybe he just wanted to take me away to karaoke-ing (happy hour) or just bring a birthday cake and let me to blow it out.. :P

so, i dressed up (casual style, with shirt and shorts) but somehow at 11.30pm he suddenly said he wanted to go to pick up something, i thought it was the birthday cake..

so, i just waited and waited until 00.01am and it was my birthday time!

and usually the first person to say "Happy Birthday" is him.

but, for this time it's not! :(

exactly it was my good friend in the hostel, nat2 and then some guy friends..

while i was a little bit disappointed that he wasn't a first person who gave me a 'birthday greetings' and all of sudden the lights off at 00.45am, i was surprised.

and when it turns out, there's someone who knocked on my door..

then finally he came out with my guy friends, Hendra, Benny and Obi, bring a birthday cake and singing "Happy Birthday" song for me..

aww~ so i was so surprised and thankful!! hahaha. :))

HAPPY!! \(^^)/

and then they entered my room, cos it's already late night and we won't be able to make some noise again at the outside or we'll be knocked out by anyone. :X

they let me to made the 'birthday wishes' and i blow the candles, sliced the cake and receive the gift. only him, who gave me gift! you, guy friends just came for the cake right..? hahaha. lol. :DD

and guess what, what's my gift..?

an Ipod Touch 32GB, which covered by the pink soft jacket..

wohoo~ pink is my fave colour and it's never fail to made me happy! ;))

thanks hun2, for the surprise, gift, care and love that you always give for me..

hug and kisses.. xoxo :-*

so, HAPPY!! \(^^,)/

here are the pics..

you'll know how happy i am that night.. ;D

at least but not least, thanks for everyone in my life.. especially for My 'Father' Jesus Christ, My Family and My Hun2, Hendy!!

Thanks for tons or maybe a bunch or maybe countless and priceless prays, cares and loves for me.. I'll be better and more mature frow now on..

and i'll be a success person that you all can proud of! \(^^)/

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dropping by for just wanna share a little..

Here it's the song that i'd love to hear since i'm in love after watching Boys Before Flower, and for me it's the best song of this film..

Sounds nice and has deep meaning..

Hope you all enjoy this one too.. :)

What Should I Do by jisun MV (Ost. Boys Over Flowers)

for the lyrics :

어떡하죠
지선
꽃보다 남자 OST Part.2

그댄 너무 당연한듯
오늘 내게 안부를 묻네요
난 그저 잘 지낸다했죠
그댄 정말 날 너무 모르죠
그대없이 또 내가
괜찮을 것 같나요
그대는 나 없이 괜찮나요
당신없는 세상이
너무도 힘들어서
숨쉬는 나를 원망했죠
어떡하죠
아직도 난
그대 한마디에
부서지는 하루를 살아요
그대 내게 말 해봐요
이러는게 자꾸 우는지
그대 또 나처럼 하루가
아프고 또 아픈지
말해봐요 그대와 나
이미 너무 늦었나요
우리 다시 기회는 없나요
아직 그댈 생각해요
그댄 아마 알지도 모르죠
결국 이런건가요
이렇게 끝인가요
그대만 이대로 괜찮나요
난 안될 것 같은데
그대같은 사랑을
죽어도 내겐 없을 텐데
어떡하죠
내 마음은
그대 아니면 누구도
안아줄수 없을텐데
제발 나를 잡아줘요
알잖아요
단 한사람 아무리 애써도
그대를 지울수가 없단걸
제발 나를 잡아줘요
어떡하죠
아직도 난
그대 한마디에 부서지는
하루를 살아요
그대 내게 말해봐요
이러는게 자꾸 우는지
그대도 나처럼 하루가
아프고 또 아픈지 말해봐요
그대와 나
이미 너무 늦었나요
우리 다시 기회는 없나요
아직 그댈 생각해요
그댄 아마 알지도 모르죠

Eotteokhajyo / What should I do?

kudaen nomu tang-yeonhan-deut
oneul naege anbu-reul munneyo
nan keu-jo jal jinaen-dahaet-jyo
kudaen cheongmal nal nomu mo-reu-jyo
kudae-obshi tto naega
kwaen-chanheul got kannayo
kudaeneun na obshi kwaenchanh-nayo
tangshin-omneun sesangi
nomudo him-deu-ro-seo
sumshwi-neun nareul wonmang-haet-jyeo

otteokhajyo
ajikdo nan
kudae hanmadiye
busojineun harureul sarayo
kudae naege mal haebwayo
ireo-neun-ge jakku oneunji
kudae tto nacheoreom haruga
apeugo tto apeunji
marhaebwayo kudaewa na

imi nomu nucheonnayo
uri tashi kihwe-neun eom-nayo
ajik kudael saeng-gakhaeyo
kudaen ama alchido moreujyo
kyeol-gugireon-gan-gayo
ireohke kkuchin-gayo
kudaeman idaero kwaen-chanh-nayo
nan andwel got kateunde
kudae-gateun sarangeul
chugodo naegen obseul tende

otteokhajyo
nae maeumeun
kudae animyeon nugudo
anajulsu opseultende
jebal nareul jabajweoyo
aljanhayo
tan hansaram amuri aesseodo
kudaereul ji-ulsuga optdan-geol
jebal nareul chabajweoyo

otteokhajyo
ajikdo nan
kudae hanmadiye
busojineun harureul sarayo
kudae naege mal haebwayo
ireo-neun-ge jakku oneunji
kudae tto nacheoreom haruga
apeugo tto apeunji
marhaebwayo kudaewa na

imi nomu nucheonnayo
uri tashi kihwe-neun eom-nayo
ajik kudael saeng-gakhaeyo
kudaen ama alchido moreujyo

English translation :

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say I’m okay but you really don’t know how I feel
Do you think I’ll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I don’t think I can do it. The love I find with you, I won’t find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isn’t you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

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