hate to be tricked! (>.<")a

yeap!

i admit it that i'm a lazy blogger, always rarely updated my blog..

but, i always try my best okayy.. hehe. :D

now, when i write down these all it's so late night here..

but, i think i have to blow up what i think right now which pisses me off! grr~ X-(

start from...

when i realize something which often happens to me, i feels like i am so dumb! right! you can call me a dumb ass~ :'(

i am kind of person that always trust everyone, anyone a lot..

a lot till my boyfriend sometimes angry with me.. :(

and somehow my boyfriend ever told me about my mistake, i ever didn't believe him..

the result is, tadaa~ i was wrong! :((

yeahh, because of my fault! i am a positive thinker, always positive thinking about anything and anyone, sometimes too much..

my besties know that, and they ever told me to learn to never trust anyone a lot.. because not everyone can be trusted!

my besties, my boyfriend and of course my family they are trustworthy..

but, how about the others? dunno.. (>.<')a

this is not about my secrets that are told to others, luckily i am a person who can't easily tell and entrust anybody my secrets..

what made me angry is, i think sometimes peoples seems like laugh and yell at me that i am so stupid and i can be tricked by them...

*there's a reason behind these all.

they hope that i will forgot and truth's i already forgot it by the time itself, i am a forgetful (hope that i will became more alert)..

maybe when they still remember it, but they also pretended to forget it and won't pay back what i deserve to get!

huff. :'(

after all, when i realize it, i was so angry then could only curse myself. because when i try to remind them, i don't have enough evidence to show them..

am i so weak, so that i can be easily deceived by anyone? :(((((((

oh please, peoples, friends it is kinda annoying and nasty when you do these, you know!?

do you wanna be treated like that as well?? i doubt you want and surely, you don't want the same thing happen to you rite..

so, just don't do that and admit it that you owe me something!

it's fair and the best, for me and for you..

"hope you know and realize it!!" ;)