what a crazy way to think about love and guy..!?!

yepp! sorry for being MIA again and again..

i try my best for doing blogging as long as i can.

and here i am post something to tell now.. ;)

what's wrong with the title..?

it's about some peeps that i'll share to you right now..

start from when one of my friends, call her 'Z', is being on crush with a 'X' guy, now..

Her mom doesn't allow her to have a special relationship with X.

it's all about, Z ever had an ex that have a car but, the guy that she loves now, X doesn't have a car and only have a motorbike. ( me : WTF! )

Just a so so guy, not really rich.

But, from Z's story that X is one of a hard worker guy (bright-future architect).

(i don't have many opinions about this.)

and 2nd case is, still about Z..

she told me a story about X.. yess, in this era, a freedom era, there are many peeps that wasn't a virgin anymore, so do about the X. (no offense!)

Z ever told me that she won't give her first kiss to anyone, except her future husband, but she was no longer holding her principles after finally, she had her first kiss with this X guy..

it's seriously not related to me, and i don't care about the principles cause for me kissing isn't a taboo thing to do when you have a boyfriend.

and the problem is, when she told me that whenever Z and X having their kissing, X always try to take her bra off and touch Z's breasts, eventhough in the end he always failed, Z always managed to stop his action.

however, this doesn't just happen once or twice only, but everytime they kissed.

when i heard these, i tried to advise her well and told her that it wasn't good thing and she should be able to control X, if she won't, she will get hurt soon or later. :(

however, it seems she never really listened to me, she actually defended her boyfriend with a lot of ways. among other reasons, she said it was all happening because of X's courting style that was already been making out many times before with his ex.

so, it's very reasonable! 'for her, not for me!' (>.<")a

me : speechless.. okay, go ahead a really stupid stubborn girl.. i just tell you something really important that you have to defend yourself first not him! (==')a

before i finish my words, she always stop me so, now whenever and whatever Z gonna told me about her and X,

i'll say "ohh, i see... you know the way how to solve it, don't you..?"

in other way means, i shut my mouth and smile to you, cause i already tired of you!

just don't blame me!

about this, i feel so grateful since my parents weren't a persons that blinded by material things. and i can have a relationship with any guy,

if only he's a good guy, honest, loyal, hard-worker type, and the crucial one, he has to love, care and accept me for who i am.

and 2nd thing that makes me so grateful again is,

i already have a boyfriend that has all the good requirements that suits me and my family.. hehehe. :D

At the end, i feel so grateful again and again..

cause I have a BIG GOD that never leave me alone!

Thanks to My Family, Hendy and especially MY GOD.. "YOU ARE THE BEST!!"

loose some or get some ?

been quite busy with my short semester, anapersil class..

and plus with my friends' new baby born, who i often visit lately..

actually it's a boy, named Felton.. and he is so so so so so CUTE!! I love babies so much!! ♥

and i heart him so mucho!!! and you know what, i became his foster mom, then if he could talk later, he would call me "Mami".. yeheyy~ so happy to know this! ;))

about the baby, it's my friends secret that i can't tell you all..

and i hope their marriage goes well and always happy with their children..

for us, it's a lesson..

we have to be always careful in doing things, and especially in terms of dating, not to make a mistake that we'll regret later. also remain to be always responsible for what we do!

maybe we are young people should never be afraid to make mistakes, because from it we learn. but we are too young to maintain the marriage and the household.

another thing that i wanna share is,

hmm, actually lately i am thinking that after i become a fresh graduate with scholar 'S.Kom' S1 after my name, i'd love to continue my S2. :)

and i want to realize my desire to get major in International Relationships or Social Science or Political Science.

i plan to take a scholarship. and i'd love to continue my education going study abroad, such as Australia, China or Singapore.

and then yesterday, i found that out of one's country seems more suitable and for my further education is China.

China has many Universities that provides convenience for foreign students and also with English as the first language to use and Mandarin as the second language, so i can deepen my Mandarin.

other else is about the price -tuition and cost of living- there still more or less can be accepted by me or my parents.

and all i hope is i can study abroad there, found the University that there is a major that i want, and get the scholarship. so it can help my parents a lot!

and for this, i hope my dreams will become true!

I'LL DO MY BEST!! ;D

pray pray and pray to the GOD!

YOU know the Best for me GOD!

and thanks for everything YOU've done to my life.. \(^^)/